The Headphonist is a journal of songs I discover, remember, or already have in a special place in my heart. I'm not a musician, or know anything about music, but I do love songs, and these are some of the ones I love the most.

Suzanne

By Leonard Cohen

From Songs of Leonard Cohen

When I was 19 I worked at a tiny graphic design studio, and one of the owners/bosses had one wall-sized rack filled with compact discs. Hundreds of CDs.

The first time I saw that wall I was in awe, and asked the guy if I could borrow some albums to listen back home. His answer was: “yes, of course, with three conditions:"

  1. You borrow one at a time and play the whole thing
  2. You bring it back
  3. You borrow this one first

He handed me Songs of Leonard Cohen and I happily went home.

I’m sure Suzanne was the first Cohen song I listened to, because it was the first track on that album. I was immediately captivated by the poetry, the voice, and the chill and relaxed melody that somehow gave hints of angst and desperation.

I have so much love for this song, not only because of the anecdote, but because it was the one song that led me to dig more into Leonard Cohen’s body of work.

El Mundo en que Nací

By Café Tacvba

From Jei Beibi

I've never heard this Café Tacvba album in full, just random songs that appear here and there, and this song had somehow escaped that serendipity until now. I stumbled upon an interview with Meme del Real on YouTube, and they were talking about a very specific, extremely emotional rendition of this song on a concert. I searched for it and listened, and I cried for the better part of an hour.

I love how Meme's lyrics are always very simple but super expressive. The subject of this song, the love for a child and the fears of parenthood are already touching, and the melody completes an emotional bomb that obliterates me. It's a happy sadness what I get from these kind of songs.

Right now I'm specially sensitive for father-kid songs, and this one is, so far, the best I've encountered.

Golden Slumbers

By Andrés Calamaro

From Las otras caras de la alta suciedad

Andrés Calamaro covers this song a dirty, sad, very raw way. I imagine him half-drunk at 4am recording in the kitchen, and the resulting song is so much better, at least in emotionally, than the original from The Beatles.

It makes me tear up. It reminds me of my youngest son and his constant fears, his struggles with making sense of it all. Every time I listen to the song I feel the urge to go to him, hold him and tell them that everything's gonna be fine. And I often do.

Sleep, pretty darling, do not cry. I will sing you a lullaby.

What's this thing?

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I'm in a constant struggle to discover music. I love songs, but I'm not listening all the time. I don't like to put the radio (or the current algorhitmic equivalents), because I want to know what I'm gonna listen. These things make it difficult to discover new songs.

I rely a lot on recommendations, playlist from friends, music from movies, things like that. Serendipity most of the time.

I also have two things: I'm crazy about song trivia. If there's an interesting detail behind the lyrics, or a musical reference to another band, I will most likely like the song. The second is that I'm a very emotional listener. Some songs get to my insides and make its home there. Others can be musical masterpieces but I might find them soulless.

And yeah, I know I have such a nerve to say those kind of things, knowing next to nothing about music. But it is what it is, and I'm definitely not sorry (anymore).

And going back to the title of this entry: this is a collection of songs (or albums) that I do like. Songs that I discover and touch something, and things that I relisten constantly. These are my recommendations for you, and a journal for me. and I love it.